My little angel !!!

I have been anticipating today for so long!! Thomas and I were just waiting for the doctors to tell us that Mackenzie needed to get tubes in her ears. She had gotten 8 ear infections, most of them being double, in the past 7 or so months, not fun for a little one, much less her helpless mommy!! We awoke this morning around 530 to head off to medical center of mckinney, which we had to be at at 630!! Yuck, i was just hoping that we could get there and get going before she realized that she was hungry, because as we know kids are not happy campers when they dont get there morning juicy and blueberry pancakes:) Everything went really well at first, they were right on time, went very quickly and kenz even took her medicine greatly!! She loves the drugs!! They gave her something that sounded like verset??? not sure of the spelling. anyways it makes them act like a drunk adult, it was hysterical!!! She didn't even care when they took her from us, I was so strong and didn't even tear up. Off she went, and it was over in about 20 minutes. As we walked into the recovery area we could hear her high pitch cry, how horrible!!, this is when i got teary eyed... That lasted a good hour. She was in and out of consiousness for the first 15 minutes. The medicine makes the kids feel really confused and not sure of whats going on, where you cannot even console them, they will be kicking and screaming and pushing you away, it makes you feel awful as a parent!! finally she started to come out of it and had 3 popsicles :) she was content for about 10 minutes then!! As we headed home with her screaming, it seemed as if she was ok, just very angry!! I am so sorry "kanga" for today, mommy loves you so much and I thought this would help you in the long run. Maybe you wont get the ear infections anymore and you can be a happy baby all the time xoxoxox, so we got home, you wouldn't eat your favorite breakfast and we opted to go cuddle in bed, just me and you, like the good old days!! You fell asleep on mommy's chest and I just layed there for a while and watched you sleep in my arms!! Then mommy decided to get some needed shut eye too, 4 hours later we awoke and I had my super happy baby back!! How exciting, its like nothing ever happened this morning!! Wow... i think it was worth it, as long as you dont get anymore ear infections!!!

To all of my great friends and family members... thank you so much for the love and support you have shown me !! Love you xoxoxox